Life is so unfair.

Haven't you heard that so often? Usually, the person who says that is dubbed selfish or ignorant.
Well, I was talking to someone, and we both agreed- life really isn't fair at all.
I'm not going to go into detail about the actual person, but hey, if you're reading this, I think you'll know if it's you or not.

And just when MY life was going mediocre-ly-okay, meaning nothing WORSE had happened in the past month or so, although, it couldn't get that much worse without something really weird happening, I am now officially off Team 1. Yup. Shoved off. Booted off. Given the back of someone's hand. Isolated. Assassinated... Whatever you may call it, it's happened.
I'm really glad that my MVC got a chance to be on team 1, though.
But I still feel horrible because I'm mad that I'm not on the team anymore. The next competition is going to be very, very important for me because I have to prove myself worthy [again]. If I manage to beat Diana and Jack, those two may have to compete for the last spot. There's four total people, by the way. I don't think I can do this... I can't do MATH... My life of MAO is full of careless errors. I've only managed to do well on the competitions/tests that don't really count for the school, like the preseasonal, AMC10, and the Nunn test, which I didn't exactly pass, but I still beat Diana (and Ryan on the preseasonal and the AMC10, which I think is awesome because he hates China and/or does it to annoy us) somehow. Why do I care so much? I should be happy that I even had the chance to be kicked off of team ONE... But I'm not happy at all. I'm just really mad at myself for being so freakishly retarted. I'm sorry for using up the entire post to complain. It's starting to sound like one of my earlier posts. Why do I have to be so selfish? Maybe it's human nature to fight for the best for yourself. I've already used "I" way too much in this post. At least I care about other people. But caring isn't going to take you very far in life. I hate being selfish and trying to do things for ME just so I can succeed in HIGH SCHOOL. Why does it have to be like this? If I were more selfish, I wouldn't have this conscience problem, either. But I don't want to be like that... I'm so confused... Oh well- life isn't fair.

And about "I'M SO CONFUSED!", that's what someone says whenever we stand up to clap for anyone from CHS's MAO who gets first place (including teams), and then everyone else says "THINK PINK!!!!" I don't get it.

OWC

I have no time to write a long novel on this because it's kinda late and I kinda have to do my homework. Maybe I will. But it really wasn't very interesting, particularly since my VP and MVC weren't on our bus because this girl made sure the VP was with HER and blahblahblahblahblah. Well anyways, just to clarify things since I found out that Connie and Susan READ THIS (:!!!!!:), my Vice President is June, and my Most Valuable Customer is Jack. Diana is my HOUSE(Head of the Unusual Stalking of Employees), even though I am the real "stalker".
Basically, William got 1st place, Ryan got 7th place, and Jack got 10th place. Diana beat me again. And she thought she wasn't smart... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I might be kicked off the team, or she might, because Jack is going to be on TEAM ONE because Mr. F said so. He "earned it" or something like that. I agree, because I got onto T1 because I owned those four (William, Ryan, Diana, Shuyao) at Rickards. I'm really glad that Jack is taking this opportunity to got to the Middleton Invitational. He finallly has a math trophy! Poor Diana... William and Ryan are fine, obviously. Mr. F said that he's "not even going to think about it" until next week, which made Diana pretty scared and "spazzatious". Way down here, everyone uses the word, "spazz". It means "to freak out". Or, "Diana, especially at the beginning of the school year when there was a Pre-AP Bio Honors test." Yup. She's in PRE-AP BIOLOGY HONORS. Scary, huh? I don't think this stupid school is ever going to let me take Pre-AP classes because I didn't sign up in 8th grade. -.- The whole Floridian school system needs to die. Well, I'll post the "new" team 1 after I get the information. It's ironic how right after Buchholz, Mr. F said he wasn't "ruining something good" because someone asked him if team 1 was going to change... -sigh-

aRe YoU rEaDy?

OWC REGIONAL: 2/10/2007...

Scary.

I had to email my teacher my notes, but I didn't put it as an attachment because of my slow internet, so I just put it in the email, and she printed off my notes from her email and made copies for the whole class because the entire class uses each other's notes, and now, MY ENTIRE SCIENCE CLASS KNOWS MY EMAIL ADDRESS!!!! X.X
So this picture would be fitting not only for a casual night stroll, but for a casual day at home in front of the computer.

I decided to just put the picture on here. I don't know why I didn't before, when I had a link that said "Click here".
I just got two emails. One reply was "so did my parents" and the other one was "not really". And that's it. Wow. How descriptive. Jack wrote them. He says that Garfield is his role model because of this comic:

I'm gong to dedicate this 125th post to...

My awesome WI friend, Susan, who jokingly emailed me saying that I should dedicate an entire post to her.
HI SUSAN! LOL!
I remember when I first met you in 6th grade. I think it was in math class- remember Mrs. Wagner's class? "Accelerated 6th Grade Math" that was essentially "The Worst 7th grade math POSSIBLE" AAAAHHH!! I got two 70%'s on a test and then a quiz. The quiz was on similar triangles and I messed up sooo much and she was like, sorry, you can't retake it after I asked.......... But I got A's!! It was so weird. I hated math in 6th grade. I'm sure you did too. Remember when we were trying to get you an AIM account and you FINALLY got one!!! But then we never used it....... LOL!!! And then, one day at lunch, we ate lunch together (well obviously), and you ordered Cheesy Corn Chowder (soup) and you were so excited because of the interesting name :) Wow, I still remember what your winter coat looked like. It was so different when we would wait in line for lunch against opposite ends of the cafeteria (the closer opposites) and everyone had those unwieldy coats so we sat on them while eating lunch... -sigh- Let's see... 7th grade- we got Algebra I!!!! I sat in front of you pretty much the entiiiire year and we'd constantly know what we got on each other's tests and quizzes. Remember Mr. Nguyen and how he'd grade our tests the NEXT DAY?? And if he didn't, it was amazing! Skipping over to 8th grade- the painful year... In the beginning, I had known that I'd probably move... I told a few people including you, and by the end, Arezu STILL wouldn't believe me! LOL!!!! Geometry was so fun!! But you sat too far away :( Because Bryna was in between us. I would laugh at her blonde hair every now and then... I loved Geometry so much!!!!!!!! At the end of the year, we all had our science finals... I can't believed I passed. It was torture.... beyond torture... AP-like torture.................... Yeah, we're gonna stuff this test tube with 6 random THINGS and you have to test what they are!! Ours was so tricky. The potassium dichromate and baking soda were mixed together so we thought we had a yellow thing, but we had water mixed in with in with the methanol and AARGGH!! And you had Maia on your group and that was interesting... By the end of the year, you could see the Maia&Henry thing... It was pretty disturbing... I remember the last time I saw you, you were waving at your door and I waved back and I was in our van and then I had to close the door :( And my drove me off and away from your neighborhood... *SOB**** I still have that picture frame! It makes me so sad. With the little smiley that has an arrow pointed to it, saying "Arezu"... Oh yeah- about my picture that you wanted- I don't think I have another picture of myself that isn't different from the school one. I think that was one of the last pictures taken of me. The only other ones were the ones for the MAO competitions, but I don't think I'm going to get those. Who knows. I really want our team one. That was awesome. I hope you liked this post!!! It makes me so sad!!!!!!!

OWC Regional this Saturday- Team 1 is not ready

Click on this.
It is a picture of me, your omnipotent CEO, "South Park"-version, which I have never watched... I forgot the website where I created it... :EDIT: It's here.
I am so deprived. I haven't even touched a Wii yet.

OWC... I think I could've gotten a lot of MAO in my brain if I didn't spend my time elsewhere... Ugh I don't even know if that's one word. -checks in dictionary- Okay, it is.

Oh yeah! GUESS WHAT? I'm judging an art contest on an online forum in which the leader and another person have already labeled me "him" and "he" and I never disclosed my gender........... Wow..... Well, it IS a video game forum. But still. I find that interesting.

All Riiiight

I can fit in about four more hours of practice! Regardless of the fact that my left pinky's middle joint fells like it wants to blow up. I don't know what's wrong with it... It hurts though :( I hope I can survive the six+ minute piece.
I'm running out of things to say at the moment, so I think I will post a picture. It is one of my favorite pictures of all time.

Espanol/Spanish

Yo tengo MUCHO hambre.......... Quiero comida ahora!!!! AHORA!!!! Mmmmmm... comida....
Y tengo que practicar el piano veinte horas mas...
Tengo mucho tarea, tambien... No la me gusta nada.

Translation:
I'm VERY hungry......... I want food now!!! NOW! Mmmmm.... food....
And I need to practice the piano for twenty more hours...
I have a lot of homework, too... I don't like it at all.

Pienso que todos los estudiantes de las clases de espanol en la escuela de Chiles deben hablar en espanol a Diana. Es un idea fantastica porque ella no esta en la clase de espanol.

I'm not translating that.

Okaaaaaay....

I recently got this comment on the atheist post:

Anonymous said...
its better to look foward to heaven than to look foward to darkness
-Ghost007

10:06 PM

First of all, I'm wondering who it is. I hope it isn't the 34-year-old Retail Manager. I personally can't think of anyone who wrote write those words and use that username. Unless Rzueebob has taken on the name and gotten interested in James Bond at the same time? O.O
Interestingly, my VP read this right after it was posted. Juuune..... Did YOU write this?????

Heredity

My little bro's mom is German on her father's side and Italian on er mother's side. This obviously makes him 1/4 German and 1/4 Italian. He could be related to famous people such as Niccolo Machiavelli, Lorenzo de Medici (LOL- the Medici family...), Giotto, Sandro Botticelli, and of course, Leonardo da Vinci. I think that's pretty interesting. He can't be related to Hitler because the weird dictator was Jewish and stuff.
I'm more proud of my genotype, though. 100% Chinese! =D
Ryan called Diana's genotype that of a supermodel today in Biology. My little bro told me all about it.
Oh no... Biology with freshmen.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH! It won't be fun unless my cousin and his "angelic" friends are in my class.
Let's see... I'm more than half-way done with my History homework for today. I've procrastinated until now.
I guess I should go finish it now.
Zai jian.