What would I do?

I was talking to Jack, and I decided to reverse it. Don't worry, you're not going to die. You aren't in order of importance. One person just led to the next...
Jack... I'd get all of us to decorate his room in blue and orange together, and I wouldn't mind orange and blue so much.
Katelyn... I'd get really teary-eyed at math tutoring because I've only tutored you once, and probably cry for days just for Joseph.
Joseph... I would probably still dislike the wolverines, but burst into tears every time I go on the bus and you aren't there with your violin... and cry for Katelyn.
Chanyang... The morning announcements wouldn't be the same without your evil smirks. I'd paint a "DREAMS WILL COME TRUE" mural somewhere dedicated to you. (In Korean.)
Diana... I probably wouldn't stop crying during overnight MAO trips when we spoke until 1:30am at Middleton. And about 6:00am at my party.
David... I'd download all the Jessica Simpson songs I could find and play them for a really long time. And you know I would never do that.
Ryan... Your head wouldn't be able to block the 9200 balcony. I'd turn around to talk to you in Pre-Calc and probably think you're just gone for the day because you were sick.
Anna... I'd learn, practice, and perform my piano pieces for you.
William... I'd be the second youngest kid in 2010. And I'd hate it with a passion.
Susan... You know I'd drive to WI and to cry. And not be able to see and probably crash because I'd have so many tears.
Connie... I'd cry for your sister because she never got to really know her amazing, genius sister.
If you aren't on there, it's because you have shown absolutely no sign of reading this. I don't hate you!

What would you do?

I realize how morbid this post is, but considering how depressed and frustrated right now, I'm going to ask you a question. I'm just curious. Joseph's decided what LOL would do... -.-

What would you do if I died (in the near future)?

Don't worry, I'm not about to die or anything.

Communist Comrades

9:16 PM Jack: it was good
me: :)
don't you want to play it?
^^.
Jack: i know i couldn't
me: =/
9:17 PM Jack: since i can't even read music
or move my fingers quickly
me: ^^
9:18 PM Jack: it sounds like playing it would be typing on steroids
me: 0.0
Jack: when it comes to finger movement
9:19 PM me: ...
i don't take finger steroids, in case you're wondering.
Jack: are you sure?
me: i naturally mastered the ability to move my fingers quickly.
you can put that on your profile if you want.
Jack: good for you comrade
me: yes, good for me, comrade.
Jack: put what?
9:20 PM me: "i don't take finger steroids, in case you're wondering. i naturally mastered the ability to move my fingers quickly."
Jack: i'll do that
9:23 PM me: okay.
Jack: i added it
9:26 PM me: LOL
9:27 PM Jack: it is a funny quote
me: thanks. :)
9:28 PM Jack: you're welcome, comrade
we all make good quotes comrade
me: omg. this is soo weird, comrade.
9:29 PM Jack: i know, comrade
9:30 PM me: LOL!!
sorry
this is way too weird.
9:31 PM Jack: i know it is weird, comrade
it feels weird being a comrade
9:36 PM me: LOL!!!
9:37 PM Jack: ok
me: comrade.
9:38 PM Jack: thank you comrade
9:39 PM me: ...
9:40 PM Jack: what?
me: ok this is a cool song.
Jack: what is, comrade?
9:42 PM it's in your status, comrade
9:43 PM me: yes, it is.
letterbomb.
9:44 PM Jack: yeah
9:46 PM me: :)
oh no
it's the depressing one now..
9:47 PM Jack: scary
it's depressing
9:49 PM that's a scary name for a song
9:50 PM me: whatsername is cool.
don't you listen to it?
9:52 PM Jack: i heard it
me: it's cool.
sad, though... really sad.......
Jack: i used to be able to play it on the guitar
but i need a pick
9:55 PM me: ..ok
Jack: yeah
9:56 PM good song
right now
me: :)
yeah!
Jack: you made me listen to it comrade
since we're all equal
9:57 PM me: :)
9:58 PM Jack: yeah
comrade
me: so, comrade...
9:59 PM i'm gonna fail the spanish test.
tomorrow.
Jack: that means i will tomorrow, comrade
10:00 PM me: ..yeah..
Jack: don't fail, comrade
me: don't go out with john, comrade.
Jack: i'm not going to, comrade
me: oh really, comrade.
i don't believe you, comrade.
Jack: no
10:01 PM me: you didn't say comrade, comrade.
Jack: ok comrade
i said comrade, comrade
me: not after "no", comrade.
Jack: sorry comrade

APUSH = relapse

Next year, I'll probably be taking APUSH, and even if I don't, I'm going to go through a very traumatic time in my life. This traumatic time will be overwhelmingly traumatic even after you forget that it's junior year and your PSAT and SAT and ACT scores actually count. Not that we can forget those little snags.
U.S. History in 8th grade was torture. I chucked my papers away when I had to pack to move away, and I sincerely regret it because there was so much useful information in those piles. Life is boring and nothing happy has really happened. Lunch was almost as traumatizing as a week of USH, but not quite.

Precisely the Exact Moment

Jack had to go to "tennis" precisely when Blair and Won became an official couple on Facebook.
I got one percent higher on my Ch. 2 Stat test than my Ch. 1 Stat test. The Chem test on Monday is really important because I have a really low A (meaning 90.1%). Thankfully, it's mostly math. Unthankfully, it's measurement math. I hate measurement. I despise it with a greater passion of destruction than any other category in the whole subject. Pre-Calculus is nice, but rulers are not. Not if you've been whacked by them, either. But that doesn't really have to do with my hatred of learning how to measure things.
Today wasn't very eventful. I drove, did homework, and ate food. I still need to practice the jazz music because it's so illegibly tiny that I need loads of work on it. I'm pretty much really bored and haven't moved for too long. I really need to go outside or something. Maybe it's cool enough to bike a little. But there's hills everywhere... I guess I'll try that. There's isn't enough to write a decent post.

Paraphrased Lunch- dialogue written as accurately as possible

9/20/07 Lunch
Chanyang: Let's go!!!!!
Me: Where??
Ryan: Let's go!
Chanyang: To the hill to see Jernigan!
Ryan: Let's go let's go let's go
Jack: -smile-
Chanyang: Come on, -insert my name here-!!!! Let's gooooo!!!
Me: Why would I go to the hill?
Chanyang: To see Vicky! And LOL!
Me: -.-
Jack: -laughter-
Ryan: Yeah, let's go...
-everyone gets up-
Me: Why are we standing up?
Diana: -blank look, thinking we're all insane as usual-
-more commotion-
After we leave the cafeteria, Chanyang and June forcefully push me east. Jack, Ryan and Jason follow. At least, I THINK Jason followed... Erm not sure. Sorry, Jason.
Me: HI ANDREA!
Chanyang: HI JERNIGAN!
-we talk for a little while- LOL hasn't turned around yet.
10 seconds later: He half-turns around.
-we walk towards Vicky-
Chanyang: There's Vicky!!
Me: Where?
Chanyang: Right there!
-guys behind us are really quiet for some reason with nothing to say, I guess-
Me: OH!! I see her!!
-I walk to Vicky. Others follow. On the way, LOL seems to be looking in my direction.- ???????? -.-
We speak to Vicky until one minute before lunch. Meanwhile, he leaves with friends.
(I know, my dashes aren't very consistent- as long as you know what is/isn't dialogue. It's pretty obvious.)
On the way to 5th period:
Jack- very serious: He was looking at you the whole time! He kept following you.
Me: -.- How could he be FOLLOWING me???
Jack: His head kept moving when you were walking.
Me: -.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
How?
Jack: Like when you stopped, his head stopped. O.O
Later in Pre-Calc:
Me: And you were looking at him the whole time?
Jack: No, but every time I glanced over there he was looking at you. -demonstrates movement of head with his own head- I could see his eyes moving. It was really scary.

Even later in Pre-Calc:
-I decide that the Nerds are too low in the box to pick up and eat so I poured a bit into my mouth. A BIT.-
Ryan: Why do you eat them like that?
Jack: Yeah, you might choke!
Me: Well, at least people wouldn't be staring at me.
Jack: -laugh- If you're dead? -agrees-
Ryan: But then LOL will have to do the Heimlich Maneuver.
Jack: Haha yeah.
Ryan: OR wait no, CPR.
Jack: Cuz that involves...
Me: >.<

7:24pm

Today at 7:24pm, I finished all my homework (that's due tomorrow). Unfortunately, there's an AP Stat quiz and Pre-Calc test tomorrow. I keep making stupid mistakes in both classes on the homework, so my chances of flunking are not too slim. We had our first Pre-Calc practice today after school in Ms. Underwood's room. I guess her name's going to change since she's getting married. Or did she? I have no idea anymore. Today on the way to our Bio, I saw our MAO Prez with ice and she looked like she'd just been knocked out... Hope she's okay... And of course, we have 50 IDs to do for Euro and a Chem test this Friday. I absolutely have to do well on it since I'm at a 90.1% right now. Interestingly, I got an 82% on a Spanish quiz so my grade went up since I did even more poorly on the last quiz. It makes me feel really stupid because the material wasn't difficult but I wasn't careful. A's shouldn't be difficult to obtain this year, but I can't help expecting myself to slip up a few more times and ruin the whole thing.
I dropped off the hamburger buns that I had to bring to Tekesta Park for Anchor today, and another girl also brought some and she was going to leave because she had an SGA meeting. I just left to do homework at home. Tomorrow's the mandatory induction ceremony in the auditorium. That should be interesting. I should probably do a lot of homework today, even though it isn't due. And of course, I SHOULD look over the Pre-Calc and Stat textbooks so I can do well tomorrow. This makes me really nervous.

iTest 2007

I did about 10 problems, Ryan did about 15, Lisa+Diana did one, and Joseph did nothing. I'm currently scaring Chanyang by typing "LOL". It's working pretty well. Her reaction was "WHAT?!"

David: Did you get the joke? It was great.
Me: O.O
David: I love you.
Me: O.O
David: Yige loves you too.
Me: O.O
David: I want to massage you.
Me: O.O
David: Scared for life (*insert my first name here*)?
I don't know what's wrong with him. He must be on drugs and alcohol at the same time or something.

Diana realized that she might be able to go to the Homecoming Dance if she doesn't have too much homework because the day after that is Friday-No School. Maybe she can ask _ _ _ _ to go with him. wink wink. And Chanyang is making a big deal out of John. wink wink. And Jack loves it when you mention guys. cough cough.

This weekend, I fell in love with doing all my homework on Saturday and only having small things to do today. Besides the iTest, Sunday was easy. We only have one section on which to take notes for Euro this week because we're doing FRQs and DBQs. In my opinion, that's a lot worse than getting quizzed and tested on the textbook. Essays are so uncertain and you never know if you analyzed them correctly.

Vandy

I was browsing through various university websites, and they all had one thing in common. If you click to apply to the place, you have to click over and over and over and over again until the actual application becomes your holy grail. This process takes so long that it is as if they don't want you to come.
At this moment, I'm using the iLike application to listen to the beginning of the Fantaisie Impromptu after sending an FB message to Katelyn and Jack. It's so fun! If you listen to it, you will know what I mean. Playing it makes the situation many times better, though. Hopefully, that makes sense.
Today, Ryan found out that Al Gore went to Vanderbilt- formerly a prospective university in Ryan's opinion. It was quickly torn off the list.
Time for piano practice!

"Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the one person you can't be without."

I forgot that since I have a faster internet connection, uploading images will be easier. I was looking at layouts and came across the above picture. It's so sad even though our little(cough cough) inside joke makes it funny.
You might see more pictures in my posts now that it won't take a few hours to upload a 1MB picture.
One of the more common Pride & Prejudice pictures (from the newer version) is kind of scary. Anyways, here's the movie poster since certain people don't know the book/movie:

Again, it's really depressing and touching but scary and untrue at the same time.

10 Pages

Yeah, I know. I still have 10 more pages of notes. I thought it was still 32 all day, which sucked, but I'm happy that it isn't.
For Anchor, girls have to wear dresses on Monday and on Tuesday evening- the Induction Ceremony that is mandatory for all members.
Monday- MAO, Pre-calc
Tuesday- Math tutoring, Jazz Band
Wednesday- stuff
Thursday- more stuff
Friday- more more stuff
Yay... I should definitely take my Euro notes, reread the chapter, and get ready for the essay and test tomorrow. Thankfully, she put the prompt on the whiteboard for us to prepare. In the future, it won't be so easy nor so convenient.
Sorry about the short post.

32 Pages of Euro Notes to Go... 32 Pages to Go...

Like "99 Bottles of Beer on the Wall" except not desirable.
I don't like beer, though.
Anyways, I finished my 50 Renaissance IDs- FINALLY!!!! I think I went on autopilot for the past few hours, searching for them, jotting down key facts, and going on to the next one. It was very tedious and I really don't want to take so many notes. I'm probably going to read it and write very vague things into my notebook because it shouldn't matter that much. I just need all the sections and such. The AP Euro test is this Thursday for Chapter 14 Renaissance Europe. It's so redundant to put "Europe" into the title.
Interims are coming out soon and the Atheists in our English class are very, very worried about our grades, particularly Diana. I feel really bad for her and I'm scared for myself, too. I'm saving some coloring to do at lunch tomorrow, so I probably won't go to the Anime Club meeting in the IRC.
Gaku called me today because I'm one of the four iTest captains. I had to call my team members and tell them to sign up and stuff. It went well- everyone's signed up!
Gaku- Clara, Roland, Patrick, Carolyn
Ann- Won, Linda, Yige, and Michael
Kejing- Diana, Ryan, Joseph, Lisa
Noliyanda- Logan, Xixi, Lauren, Vicky

::EDIT::
Of course, our iTest team is "Gator-fil-A".

::2ND EDIT::
At lunch on many occasions: "____ IS GOING OUT WITH JOHN MORAN!!!"
"____ IS GOING OUT WITH JOHN MORAN?????!!!"
"YEAH! ____IS GOING OUT WITH JOHN MORAN??"
"WAIT, WHO DOES ____ LOVE?"
"JOHN MORAN"
"-POINT POINT POINT POINT POINT-"
"THEY'RE GOING OUT!!!"
"WHO'S GOING OUT"?

No one's going out with him, though.

Skipping Euro Note-Taking Time for This

Today was such a weird day.
In Spanish, the church people moved our desks into normal rows rather than angled weird rows. In Euro, Chanyang said "Aww.. he got a haircut" and Omar decided to comment it loudly. We had to take notes from a very boring PPT that is way too large to download and save but I did it anyways. In Stat, I found out how worried Diana is about her English grade, and felt miserable for her until I reached Chem, where we didn't do anything new. Significant digits are really boring. Lunch came really quickly, and Bio was boring as usual. We have a large Chemistry quiz in Bio tomorrow, and I'm probably not ready but I'm typing this and minimally taking notes on Florence. Pre-Calculus began with Mrs. Johnson reminding us that we all failed, and we got our tests back. I felt really stupid for getting a 101.5% (she rounded down to 101 on OASIS), but people did really badly and William got a 95 or something, so I felt VERY, VERY lucky. English was not very eventful. We didn't get our summer reading test essays back, nor any other grades because some people hadn't taken the test yet. Once, she left our essays at church choir practice. O.O

They said Ryan with Catherine's head band looks like Federer.

I think Federer's nose is too big and Ryan's hair too light for them to look like each other. Yeah, I finally went on Google Images and looked because I forgot what he looked like. Federer, I mean. I firmly believe I know what Ryan (slightly) looks like from being in about five classes with him every day at school. And lunch. I see what they meant about the head band, though. Except Catherine had a very light pink thin-for-a-head-band-head band.
I got myself into Jazz Band, and I'm really happy about it, but the music is soooo hard to read! Not because it's hard.. but the notes are TINY! And not even normal-shaped. As in nice and round and NORMAL and it's so messy and argh.
And Bruni sucks because he was the first to write a modern history book. Which led to more history books and our Euro book that very bipolarly has short and long sections. We have to take notes on the long sections during the weekday which makes it worse unless we want to get ahead, but who is so bored that they would want to take extra Euro notes? And we have 50 ID words.

The Lowest One by Far

I have a 91% in Spanish right now because I got a 69% on a culture/geography quiz. Hah. Hah. Hah... If my previous Spanish teachers knew this, they'd probably die or something worse.
This is actually really funny: I had to put the birthday balloons that Joseph sent me via the Balloon Express in Mrs. Priddy (last year's Spanish teacher) room so I could take it home the next day when I wasn't going home on the bus but with my dad so we could go to the tax collector's building to get my permit. The next day when I went back to get the balloons, Mrs. Priddy said that a lot of her students told her "Happy Birthday" since the mylar had that on it and that she told all of them that they were my balloons. I don't know who, but some people said that I'm very nice or something. Anyways, yesterday (or was it the day before?) I found out that a certain person has her 4th period AP Spanish class. = =" Chanyang and I laughed very hard. Or well, Chanyang laughed very hard.
Chanyang ALSO laughs very hard during the morning announcements in AP Euro. Ryan just smiles.
I think it's funny how I'm doing poorly in my 1st and 7th periods and my AP classes have the highest grades.

He was definitely there (and stoned).

My WONDERFUL friends have recently gotten very paranoid and have decided that the school prez stares at me because he "likes me". Jack is very happy about this because that means one of his "boyfriends" will have been taken away. Today, he was at the SNHS meeting and he looked kinda stoned...
Joseph, Katelyn and Anna are playing Canon in D, and the piano part isn't good until about the end besides the fact that it starts alone.
My permit card thing came in the mail yesterday!
I'm really bored. I have nothing interesting to say and ____ talking to me is NOT like "day and night". Unfortunately, he DID notice me. O.O
In Pre-Calc, I told Ryan that his head was good where it was because it blocked the 900 building balcony (allusion to Romeo and Juliet) so he lowered his head very far. Jack is now in love with Chris Kessling, who is in three of my classes and sits in front of Jack in Pre-Calc. Typing of Pre-Calc, we are probably getting our tests back tomorrow. She said she graded the first page for everyone and no one got a 100%. This was very disappointing. I still have an 85.7% in English and she only uploads our grades every two weeks. If I do perfectly until 9/18 (interim reports), I SHOULD have an A but you never know. Thankfully, I don't think we're individually presenting our projects tomorrow, but there will be a "gallery" sort of showing. There is a test in Spanish, quiz in Euro and test in Stat tomorrow. All in a row starting in first period. I am going to be very, very nervous.

Day Three

After lunch, my dad sat in the car as we made circles at Meadow Ridge and Preservation again. Then, my parents and brother and I left the house to go to Home Depot. My dad stopped in Walgreens and I took over from there until that place across from Suntrust. I parked (where there weren't cars) correctly, which was very lucky. Then, as we drove home, my dad went into the BAM! parking lot. I drove home from there and on Bannerman for the second time since yesterday. Driving 50mph on Bannerman is awesome. Jack finished his Drug/Alcohol Course today!!! He still has to patiently wait for his certificate, though. I wish my mom drove to work in the smaller car... Then, I could scare Lisa every morning. I'm so excited!
I'm not so excited about my grades, though...

El segundo dia cuando conduzco.

This very late morning around 1:30pmish, my father let me drive on Ronds Pointe, Preservation, Conservancy, Summerbrooke Drive, and Meadow Ridge. He backed out of our driveway for me, though. We probably went around and around for about an hour. Later today in the 3pmish time frame, my brother was being very feverish so my mom and I went to Publix to buy ice cream and other food-related objects. She drove outside Chiles but instead of going to the parking lot, I got on the car, turned to Thomasville, changed to the right lane successfully-ish. I looked in the mirrors but turned too quickly- there were double white lines for a while until I could turn to the right lane. Bannerman was a little scary because it was so narrow, but it was okay. I'm so glad my mom isn't scared of me driving. My dad didn't want me to go on Bannerman today. He said I was too wobbly. I can't wait to drive to school every day, but it will be in the van so I probably can't for a while. My dad's work place is farther away so he takes the smaller car.
Katelyn's having party but Jack, Chanyang and I have academic issues... cough cough Euro test Tuesday cough cough.

::EDIT:: Went driving in Summerbrooke and Ox Bottom again.

From Chiles to Deerlake

My mom took me to the CHS parking lot, and amazingly, the gates were open! I went in circles for a long time. Later, I went onto Lawton Chiles Lane, passed the Broken Egg Cafe, and ended up passing Golden Eagle west. I later passed DMS and went past Journey's End and Winter's Run, where I finally met a dead end. On the way back, I stopped by the side of the road so my mom could get the car back. She got really scared when she realized that I was driving about 35mph even though previously, she'd told me to do that. I was too much of a novice to go on Bannerman, and she taught me how to add oil to the car by paying with a credit card. And just so you law-obsessed people know, it wasn't actually DARK when I was driving before my mom drove again. The sun had not set until after she started driving.
The only thing I "crashed" into was the curb when my mom was making me park at CHS and I didn't know she wanted me to so I kept going forward because she was talking to me and it was really distracting. Yay!!!!!

Today, Appalachian State beat Michigan State 34-32. Jack, Ryan and I pretty much love Appalachian State now. It wasn't even a Division I team or something, so this was awesome! And WI obviously beat WSU.