What would I do?

I was talking to Jack, and I decided to reverse it. Don't worry, you're not going to die. You aren't in order of importance. One person just led to the next...
Jack... I'd get all of us to decorate his room in blue and orange together, and I wouldn't mind orange and blue so much.
Katelyn... I'd get really teary-eyed at math tutoring because I've only tutored you once, and probably cry for days just for Joseph.
Joseph... I would probably still dislike the wolverines, but burst into tears every time I go on the bus and you aren't there with your violin... and cry for Katelyn.
Chanyang... The morning announcements wouldn't be the same without your evil smirks. I'd paint a "DREAMS WILL COME TRUE" mural somewhere dedicated to you. (In Korean.)
Diana... I probably wouldn't stop crying during overnight MAO trips when we spoke until 1:30am at Middleton. And about 6:00am at my party.
David... I'd download all the Jessica Simpson songs I could find and play them for a really long time. And you know I would never do that.
Ryan... Your head wouldn't be able to block the 9200 balcony. I'd turn around to talk to you in Pre-Calc and probably think you're just gone for the day because you were sick.
Anna... I'd learn, practice, and perform my piano pieces for you.
William... I'd be the second youngest kid in 2010. And I'd hate it with a passion.
Susan... You know I'd drive to WI and to cry. And not be able to see and probably crash because I'd have so many tears.
Connie... I'd cry for your sister because she never got to really know her amazing, genius sister.
If you aren't on there, it's because you have shown absolutely no sign of reading this. I don't hate you!

What would you do?

I realize how morbid this post is, but considering how depressed and frustrated right now, I'm going to ask you a question. I'm just curious. Joseph's decided what LOL would do... -.-

What would you do if I died (in the near future)?

Don't worry, I'm not about to die or anything.

Communist Comrades

9:16 PM Jack: it was good
me: :)
don't you want to play it?
^^.
Jack: i know i couldn't
me: =/
9:17 PM Jack: since i can't even read music
or move my fingers quickly
me: ^^
9:18 PM Jack: it sounds like playing it would be typing on steroids
me: 0.0
Jack: when it comes to finger movement
9:19 PM me: ...
i don't take finger steroids, in case you're wondering.
Jack: are you sure?
me: i naturally mastered the ability to move my fingers quickly.
you can put that on your profile if you want.
Jack: good for you comrade
me: yes, good for me, comrade.
Jack: put what?
9:20 PM me: "i don't take finger steroids, in case you're wondering. i naturally mastered the ability to move my fingers quickly."
Jack: i'll do that
9:23 PM me: okay.
Jack: i added it
9:26 PM me: LOL
9:27 PM Jack: it is a funny quote
me: thanks. :)
9:28 PM Jack: you're welcome, comrade
we all make good quotes comrade
me: omg. this is soo weird, comrade.
9:29 PM Jack: i know, comrade
9:30 PM me: LOL!!
sorry
this is way too weird.
9:31 PM Jack: i know it is weird, comrade
it feels weird being a comrade
9:36 PM me: LOL!!!
9:37 PM Jack: ok
me: comrade.
9:38 PM Jack: thank you comrade
9:39 PM me: ...
9:40 PM Jack: what?
me: ok this is a cool song.
Jack: what is, comrade?
9:42 PM it's in your status, comrade
9:43 PM me: yes, it is.
letterbomb.
9:44 PM Jack: yeah
9:46 PM me: :)
oh no
it's the depressing one now..
9:47 PM Jack: scary
it's depressing
9:49 PM that's a scary name for a song
9:50 PM me: whatsername is cool.
don't you listen to it?
9:52 PM Jack: i heard it
me: it's cool.
sad, though... really sad.......
Jack: i used to be able to play it on the guitar
but i need a pick
9:55 PM me: ..ok
Jack: yeah
9:56 PM good song
right now
me: :)
yeah!
Jack: you made me listen to it comrade
since we're all equal
9:57 PM me: :)
9:58 PM Jack: yeah
comrade
me: so, comrade...
9:59 PM i'm gonna fail the spanish test.
tomorrow.
Jack: that means i will tomorrow, comrade
10:00 PM me: ..yeah..
Jack: don't fail, comrade
me: don't go out with john, comrade.
Jack: i'm not going to, comrade
me: oh really, comrade.
i don't believe you, comrade.
Jack: no
10:01 PM me: you didn't say comrade, comrade.
Jack: ok comrade
i said comrade, comrade
me: not after "no", comrade.
Jack: sorry comrade

APUSH = relapse

Next year, I'll probably be taking APUSH, and even if I don't, I'm going to go through a very traumatic time in my life. This traumatic time will be overwhelmingly traumatic even after you forget that it's junior year and your PSAT and SAT and ACT scores actually count. Not that we can forget those little snags.
U.S. History in 8th grade was torture. I chucked my papers away when I had to pack to move away, and I sincerely regret it because there was so much useful information in those piles. Life is boring and nothing happy has really happened. Lunch was almost as traumatizing as a week of USH, but not quite.

Precisely the Exact Moment

Jack had to go to "tennis" precisely when Blair and Won became an official couple on Facebook.
I got one percent higher on my Ch. 2 Stat test than my Ch. 1 Stat test. The Chem test on Monday is really important because I have a really low A (meaning 90.1%). Thankfully, it's mostly math. Unthankfully, it's measurement math. I hate measurement. I despise it with a greater passion of destruction than any other category in the whole subject. Pre-Calculus is nice, but rulers are not. Not if you've been whacked by them, either. But that doesn't really have to do with my hatred of learning how to measure things.
Today wasn't very eventful. I drove, did homework, and ate food. I still need to practice the jazz music because it's so illegibly tiny that I need loads of work on it. I'm pretty much really bored and haven't moved for too long. I really need to go outside or something. Maybe it's cool enough to bike a little. But there's hills everywhere... I guess I'll try that. There's isn't enough to write a decent post.

Paraphrased Lunch- dialogue written as accurately as possible

9/20/07 Lunch
Chanyang: Let's go!!!!!
Me: Where??
Ryan: Let's go!
Chanyang: To the hill to see Jernigan!
Ryan: Let's go let's go let's go
Jack: -smile-
Chanyang: Come on, -insert my name here-!!!! Let's gooooo!!!
Me: Why would I go to the hill?
Chanyang: To see Vicky! And LOL!
Me: -.-
Jack: -laughter-
Ryan: Yeah, let's go...
-everyone gets up-
Me: Why are we standing up?
Diana: -blank look, thinking we're all insane as usual-
-more commotion-
After we leave the cafeteria, Chanyang and June forcefully push me east. Jack, Ryan and Jason follow. At least, I THINK Jason followed... Erm not sure. Sorry, Jason.
Me: HI ANDREA!
Chanyang: HI JERNIGAN!
-we talk for a little while- LOL hasn't turned around yet.
10 seconds later: He half-turns around.
-we walk towards Vicky-
Chanyang: There's Vicky!!
Me: Where?
Chanyang: Right there!
-guys behind us are really quiet for some reason with nothing to say, I guess-
Me: OH!! I see her!!
-I walk to Vicky. Others follow. On the way, LOL seems to be looking in my direction.- ???????? -.-
We speak to Vicky until one minute before lunch. Meanwhile, he leaves with friends.
(I know, my dashes aren't very consistent- as long as you know what is/isn't dialogue. It's pretty obvious.)
On the way to 5th period:
Jack- very serious: He was looking at you the whole time! He kept following you.
Me: -.- How could he be FOLLOWING me???
Jack: His head kept moving when you were walking.
Me: -.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
How?
Jack: Like when you stopped, his head stopped. O.O
Later in Pre-Calc:
Me: And you were looking at him the whole time?
Jack: No, but every time I glanced over there he was looking at you. -demonstrates movement of head with his own head- I could see his eyes moving. It was really scary.

Even later in Pre-Calc:
-I decide that the Nerds are too low in the box to pick up and eat so I poured a bit into my mouth. A BIT.-
Ryan: Why do you eat them like that?
Jack: Yeah, you might choke!
Me: Well, at least people wouldn't be staring at me.
Jack: -laugh- If you're dead? -agrees-
Ryan: But then LOL will have to do the Heimlich Maneuver.
Jack: Haha yeah.
Ryan: OR wait no, CPR.
Jack: Cuz that involves...
Me: >.<

7:24pm

Today at 7:24pm, I finished all my homework (that's due tomorrow). Unfortunately, there's an AP Stat quiz and Pre-Calc test tomorrow. I keep making stupid mistakes in both classes on the homework, so my chances of flunking are not too slim. We had our first Pre-Calc practice today after school in Ms. Underwood's room. I guess her name's going to change since she's getting married. Or did she? I have no idea anymore. Today on the way to our Bio, I saw our MAO Prez with ice and she looked like she'd just been knocked out... Hope she's okay... And of course, we have 50 IDs to do for Euro and a Chem test this Friday. I absolutely have to do well on it since I'm at a 90.1% right now. Interestingly, I got an 82% on a Spanish quiz so my grade went up since I did even more poorly on the last quiz. It makes me feel really stupid because the material wasn't difficult but I wasn't careful. A's shouldn't be difficult to obtain this year, but I can't help expecting myself to slip up a few more times and ruin the whole thing.
I dropped off the hamburger buns that I had to bring to Tekesta Park for Anchor today, and another girl also brought some and she was going to leave because she had an SGA meeting. I just left to do homework at home. Tomorrow's the mandatory induction ceremony in the auditorium. That should be interesting. I should probably do a lot of homework today, even though it isn't due. And of course, I SHOULD look over the Pre-Calc and Stat textbooks so I can do well tomorrow. This makes me really nervous.

iTest 2007

I did about 10 problems, Ryan did about 15, Lisa+Diana did one, and Joseph did nothing. I'm currently scaring Chanyang by typing "LOL". It's working pretty well. Her reaction was "WHAT?!"

David: Did you get the joke? It was great.
Me: O.O
David: I love you.
Me: O.O
David: Yige loves you too.
Me: O.O
David: I want to massage you.
Me: O.O
David: Scared for life (*insert my first name here*)?
I don't know what's wrong with him. He must be on drugs and alcohol at the same time or something.

Diana realized that she might be able to go to the Homecoming Dance if she doesn't have too much homework because the day after that is Friday-No School. Maybe she can ask _ _ _ _ to go with him. wink wink. And Chanyang is making a big deal out of John. wink wink. And Jack loves it when you mention guys. cough cough.

This weekend, I fell in love with doing all my homework on Saturday and only having small things to do today. Besides the iTest, Sunday was easy. We only have one section on which to take notes for Euro this week because we're doing FRQs and DBQs. In my opinion, that's a lot worse than getting quizzed and tested on the textbook. Essays are so uncertain and you never know if you analyzed them correctly.

Vandy

I was browsing through various university websites, and they all had one thing in common. If you click to apply to the place, you have to click over and over and over and over again until the actual application becomes your holy grail. This process takes so long that it is as if they don't want you to come.
At this moment, I'm using the iLike application to listen to the beginning of the Fantaisie Impromptu after sending an FB message to Katelyn and Jack. It's so fun! If you listen to it, you will know what I mean. Playing it makes the situation many times better, though. Hopefully, that makes sense.
Today, Ryan found out that Al Gore went to Vanderbilt- formerly a prospective university in Ryan's opinion. It was quickly torn off the list.
Time for piano practice!

"Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the one person you can't be without."

I forgot that since I have a faster internet connection, uploading images will be easier. I was looking at layouts and came across the above picture. It's so sad even though our little(cough cough) inside joke makes it funny.
You might see more pictures in my posts now that it won't take a few hours to upload a 1MB picture.
One of the more common Pride & Prejudice pictures (from the newer version) is kind of scary. Anyways, here's the movie poster since certain people don't know the book/movie:

Again, it's really depressing and touching but scary and untrue at the same time.