Hi. I don't know if this is going to get to Blogger. I just checked
Reader. It is very good to see that the most recent posts sound
positive. I hope everyone finds a way to relax and enjoy the break.
The thing that is bothering me right now is the small clutter on my
desk. It looks so disordered.
I am glad I got my black sunglasses because it is so much easier to
drive that way.
I still really want to live in the north again, even though people get
colds more often up there. But I miss it, and I don't necessarily have
to live there for the rest of my life.
It is already 9:35. Wow.
Ryan unblocked me yesterday. It was incredible. Incredibly surprising.
Except he barely said anything.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Hey!
Where are you, J?
I don't know if I can contact you in another way.
I will try to be more creative, but it is tough. I have tried practically everything.
Come back. Please? You said you will always come back.
:'(
I don't know if I can contact you in another way.
I will try to be more creative, but it is tough. I have tried practically everything.
Come back. Please? You said you will always come back.
:'(
Friday, May 29, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
HAHAHA.
12:04 AM me: after all this time his last question of the conversation is asking if my period has come yet -.-
Jack: has it?
me: no
Jack: where did it go?
me: :'(
Jack: come back kejing period
12:05 AM me: awwwww
Jack: i miss your period
(Ryan: me too)
me: o.o
Jack: hopefully you aren't pregnant
12:06 AM i'll be an uncle if you are
12:06 AM Jack: steven prescott!!!!
sorry
i'm sorry
good night kejing
Jack: has it?
me: no
Jack: where did it go?
me: :'(
Jack: come back kejing period
12:05 AM me: awwwww
Jack: i miss your period
(Ryan: me too)
me: o.o
Jack: hopefully you aren't pregnant
12:06 AM i'll be an uncle if you are
12:06 AM Jack: steven prescott!!!!
sorry
i'm sorry
good night kejing
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The Notebook
My Dearest Allie,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope to give to you forever.
I love you.
I'll be seeing you.
Noah
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope to give to you forever.
I love you.
I'll be seeing you.
Noah
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Manhug -_- -o
I have had really crazy days yesterday and today. But the problem is that I do not feel very safe sharing details of my days with the internet. It really limits the things I have to say.
Today, I felt very humbled and thankful. I shared hugs with two of my teachers. For the third, a male, I shared a manhug! That was pretty crazy. He had even forgotten how to do one.
I thought about the difficult task of sending letters. This evening, suddenly, I had an idea. One could make a private blog, and invite certain people. I think it will be a good way to keep in contact with someone who is going to move to another city in a few months. I am very excited about it because it will reduce the cost of stamps, paper, and the stress of getting to the mailbox before the parents do.
Yesterday, I learned that one of my good friends might end up with no parents in less than a month. That is absolutely devastating. I, along with others, feel so helpless because we cannot be with our friend in the physical sense. I am so proud for my friend for only really asking us to send him happy vibes. My friend is being so brave. I want to see you smile again.
Today, I felt very humbled and thankful. I shared hugs with two of my teachers. For the third, a male, I shared a manhug! That was pretty crazy. He had even forgotten how to do one.
I thought about the difficult task of sending letters. This evening, suddenly, I had an idea. One could make a private blog, and invite certain people. I think it will be a good way to keep in contact with someone who is going to move to another city in a few months. I am very excited about it because it will reduce the cost of stamps, paper, and the stress of getting to the mailbox before the parents do.
Yesterday, I learned that one of my good friends might end up with no parents in less than a month. That is absolutely devastating. I, along with others, feel so helpless because we cannot be with our friend in the physical sense. I am so proud for my friend for only really asking us to send him happy vibes. My friend is being so brave. I want to see you smile again.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I am 66% manly.
WHAT YOU HAVE:
[] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[] You own a designer purse
[] You own perfume that cost over $60
[] You had/have fake nails
[] You have more body/hair products than you use
[] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese/Shih Tzu/ dachshund
[] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
Total: 0
ADORE:
[] Makeup
[] Glitter
[] The Color Pink
[x] Jewelry
[] Mirrors
[] Chick flicks
[x] Shoes
[] Rainbows
[] Unicorns
[] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[] Stuffed Animals
[x] Purses
Total: 5
DO YOU SHOP AT:
[] Coach
[x] Forever 21
[x] Victoria's Secret
[] Guess
[] Claires
[x] Express
[] Delias
[x] Hollister
[x] American Eagle
[x] Abercrombie
[] Aeropostale
Total: 11
DO YOU SAY:
[] Whatever
[x] Oh my god (gosh)
[] Hun
[] Fugly
[] That's hot
[] Dunzo
[x] Darling
[] Pshtt
[x] Cutie
[] Hottie
[] Skank
[] Totally
[] For Sure
[] Fabulous
Total: 14
DO YOU READ:
[] Cosmopolitan
[] Glamour
[] Marie Claire
[] Elle Girl
[] Teen Vogue
[] People
[] Us Weekly
[] Star
[] Self
[] PerezHilton.com
[] Dlisted.com
[] 17online.com
[] people.com
[] usmagazine.com
[] popsugar.com
[] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total: 14
DO YOU LOVE THESE:
[] Legally Blonde
[] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[x] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[] Sweet Home Alabama
[] Where the Heart is
[] Just My Luck
[] John Tucker Must Die
[] Center stage
[] Bring it On
[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[] Mona Lisa Smile
[] My Girl
Total: 17
DO YOU REALLY ENJOY...
[] America's Next Top Model
[] Project Runway
[] Desperate Housewives
[] The Simple Life
[] 8th & Ocean
[] Sex & the City
[] Grey's Anatomy
[] The O.C.
[] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[] Nip/Tuck
[] Gilmore Girls
[] Degrassi
[] Keeping up with the Kardashains
Total: 17
Now multiply the total by 2
I am 34% girly.
[] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[] You own a designer purse
[] You own perfume that cost over $60
[] You had/have fake nails
[] You have more body/hair products than you use
[] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese/Shih Tzu/ dachshund
[] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
Total: 0
ADORE:
[] Makeup
[] Glitter
[] The Color Pink
[x] Jewelry
[] Mirrors
[] Chick flicks
[x] Shoes
[] Rainbows
[] Unicorns
[] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[] Stuffed Animals
[x] Purses
Total: 5
DO YOU SHOP AT:
[] Coach
[x] Forever 21
[x] Victoria's Secret
[] Guess
[] Claires
[x] Express
[] Delias
[x] Hollister
[x] American Eagle
[x] Abercrombie
[] Aeropostale
Total: 11
DO YOU SAY:
[] Whatever
[x] Oh my god (gosh)
[] Hun
[] Fugly
[] That's hot
[] Dunzo
[x] Darling
[] Pshtt
[x] Cutie
[] Hottie
[] Skank
[] Totally
[] For Sure
[] Fabulous
Total: 14
DO YOU READ:
[] Cosmopolitan
[] Glamour
[] Marie Claire
[] Elle Girl
[] Teen Vogue
[] People
[] Us Weekly
[] Star
[] Self
[] PerezHilton.com
[] Dlisted.com
[] 17online.com
[] people.com
[] usmagazine.com
[] popsugar.com
[] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total: 14
DO YOU LOVE THESE:
[] Legally Blonde
[] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[x] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[] Sweet Home Alabama
[] Where the Heart is
[] Just My Luck
[] John Tucker Must Die
[] Center stage
[] Bring it On
[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[] Mona Lisa Smile
[] My Girl
Total: 17
DO YOU REALLY ENJOY...
[] America's Next Top Model
[] Project Runway
[] Desperate Housewives
[] The Simple Life
[] 8th & Ocean
[] Sex & the City
[] Grey's Anatomy
[] The O.C.
[] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[] Nip/Tuck
[] Gilmore Girls
[] Degrassi
[] Keeping up with the Kardashains
Total: 17
Now multiply the total by 2
I am 34% girly.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Ally's Girly Survey
1. Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Definitely not.
2. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
He knows.
3. Are you a girly girl?
No. I'm a manly man.
4. Big or small purses?
Small.
5. Do you enjoy drama?
No.
6. Did you dress up on Halloween?
Yes. I dressed up as a girl.
7. Do you call anybody by their last name?
No.
8. How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"
It doesn't say that though.
9. Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Yes. But I can't put on mascara.
10. Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No.
11. Eyeliner or mascara?
Neither.
12. American Eagle or Hollister?
Depends.
13. Heels or Flats?
Shoes.
14. Straight or curly hair?
Either.
15. Hoops or dangling earrings?
I don't have either.
16. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Haha maybe.
17. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark.
18. Do you have a best friend?
Mhm.
19. Do you like your life?
Sometimes.
20. Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yes. They are so much smaller than the girls'.
21. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.
22. Ever slapped a guy in the face?
No.
23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes.
24. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes.
25. Do you ever wish you were famous?
If that means I did something to improve the world, then yes. But not for the famous part.
*IN A BOY:
1. Preppy or Punk/goth?
Umm.
2. Contacts or glasses?
Contacts.
3. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook.
4. Funny or Serious?
Whatever he is.
5. Long or short hair?
Short hair.
6. Smoking or non smoking?
Non smoking.
7. Tall or short?
Tall.
RANDOM:
1. When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
Coming back from UF with my friends at the mall there. Who kept it? Please scan it.
2. Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
Anna and others
3. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Yes.
4. Who was the last guy you talked to outside of family?
Guess!
5. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Yes. :(
6. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I'm sure.
Definitely not.
2. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
He knows.
3. Are you a girly girl?
No. I'm a manly man.
4. Big or small purses?
Small.
5. Do you enjoy drama?
No.
6. Did you dress up on Halloween?
Yes. I dressed up as a girl.
7. Do you call anybody by their last name?
No.
8. How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"
It doesn't say that though.
9. Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Yes. But I can't put on mascara.
10. Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No.
11. Eyeliner or mascara?
Neither.
12. American Eagle or Hollister?
Depends.
13. Heels or Flats?
Shoes.
14. Straight or curly hair?
Either.
15. Hoops or dangling earrings?
I don't have either.
16. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Haha maybe.
17. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark.
18. Do you have a best friend?
Mhm.
19. Do you like your life?
Sometimes.
20. Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yes. They are so much smaller than the girls'.
21. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.
22. Ever slapped a guy in the face?
No.
23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes.
24. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes.
25. Do you ever wish you were famous?
If that means I did something to improve the world, then yes. But not for the famous part.
*IN A BOY:
1. Preppy or Punk/goth?
Umm.
2. Contacts or glasses?
Contacts.
3. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook.
4. Funny or Serious?
Whatever he is.
5. Long or short hair?
Short hair.
6. Smoking or non smoking?
Non smoking.
7. Tall or short?
Tall.
RANDOM:
1. When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
Coming back from UF with my friends at the mall there. Who kept it? Please scan it.
2. Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
Anna and others
3. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Yes.
4. Who was the last guy you talked to outside of family?
Guess!
5. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Yes. :(
6. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I'm sure.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Surveys. Great wastes of time.
1. Where did you take your profile picture? I don't even remember what it is. Oh. Lang intern took it in Lang.
2. What exactly are you wearing right now? clothing
3. What is your current problem? parents are in bad mood
4. What makes you happy most? my best friends
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? it's actually the national anthem because my brother is playing the piano
6. Any celeb you would marry? no way
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Orson Scott Card
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? Not alone
9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? maybe
10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? no TV
11. Do you speak any languages? Yes. I do.
12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? No
13.Do you ever watch MTV? I have in the past at someone's house.
14. What's something that really annoys you? liars
Chapter 1:
===============
1. Middle name: none
2. Nickname(s): Kejingaling, Kejingy, Jing jing
3. Current location: office
4. Eye color: a layer of blue
Chapter 2:
===============
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): sure
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced: married
3. Do you have any Siblings?: yes
Chapter 3: Favorites
===============
1. Ice Cream: orange sherbet
2. Season: summer
3. Shampoo/conditioner: Pert, maybe
Chapter 4: Do You..
===============
1. Dance in the shower? no
2. Do you write on your hand? rarely
3. Call people back? yes
4. Believe in love? yes
6. Any bad habits? worry too much
7. Any mental health issues? Hmm.
Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1. Broken a bone? yes
2. Sprained stuff? yes
3. Had physical therapy? no
4. Gotten stitches? yes
5. Taken painkillers? yes
6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling? no
7. Been stung by a bee? yes
8. Had detention? yes
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last :
======================
1. Movie(s)? Taken
2. Three people to text you? none
3. Person you called? Jerrod
4. Person you hugged? Haha.
5. Person you tackled? none
6. Person you talked to on IM? I don't know
7. Thing you touched? the letter r
8. Thing you ate? rice
9. Thing you drank? water
10. Place you were? dining area
I had to redo some of the end because the internet went off but it came back! Wooh.
I'm sorry you wasted your time reading this.
2. What exactly are you wearing right now? clothing
3. What is your current problem? parents are in bad mood
4. What makes you happy most? my best friends
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? it's actually the national anthem because my brother is playing the piano
6. Any celeb you would marry? no way
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Orson Scott Card
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? Not alone
9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? maybe
10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? no TV
11. Do you speak any languages? Yes. I do.
12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? No
13.Do you ever watch MTV? I have in the past at someone's house.
14. What's something that really annoys you? liars
Chapter 1:
===============
1. Middle name: none
2. Nickname(s): Kejingaling, Kejingy, Jing jing
3. Current location: office
4. Eye color: a layer of blue
Chapter 2:
===============
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): sure
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced: married
3. Do you have any Siblings?: yes
Chapter 3: Favorites
===============
1. Ice Cream: orange sherbet
2. Season: summer
3. Shampoo/conditioner: Pert, maybe
Chapter 4: Do You..
===============
1. Dance in the shower? no
2. Do you write on your hand? rarely
3. Call people back? yes
4. Believe in love? yes
6. Any bad habits? worry too much
7. Any mental health issues? Hmm.
Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1. Broken a bone? yes
2. Sprained stuff? yes
3. Had physical therapy? no
4. Gotten stitches? yes
5. Taken painkillers? yes
6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling? no
7. Been stung by a bee? yes
8. Had detention? yes
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last :
======================
1. Movie(s)? Taken
2. Three people to text you? none
3. Person you called? Jerrod
4. Person you hugged? Haha.
5. Person you tackled? none
6. Person you talked to on IM? I don't know
7. Thing you touched? the letter r
8. Thing you ate? rice
9. Thing you drank? water
10. Place you were? dining area
I had to redo some of the end because the internet went off but it came back! Wooh.
I'm sorry you wasted your time reading this.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Held Back
The teacher taught me two things in second grade.
1) She was really hungry once and walked around but refused to eat at Burger King because they demolished some Underground Railroads.
2) There was a census that year.
I was really close to skipping second grade. I don't know why the teacher suggested it, but he did. I remember doing this second grade worksheet and having to figure out what 42 divided by 7 was. Or was it 42 divided by 6? I figured it out eventually because I knew the concept but I hadn't memorized the times tables yet. I drew little dots on my paper so I could stare at them. Guess and check is your friend! It was weird. Then, I looked around the room because everyone around me left. I was all alone. Everyone was sitting on the carpet, listening to the teacher.
So I thought I wasn't going to go, but my mom didn't let me, and she didn't tell me that she had gone to the office or something to say that until it was too late and I asked. She thought that since I was already younger than almost everyone, I would have even more trouble making friends around older people.
Anyway, it feels weird to me that if I had moved on, I would now be a senior, and would probably be going to UF the coming fall.
1) She was really hungry once and walked around but refused to eat at Burger King because they demolished some Underground Railroads.
2) There was a census that year.
I was really close to skipping second grade. I don't know why the teacher suggested it, but he did. I remember doing this second grade worksheet and having to figure out what 42 divided by 7 was. Or was it 42 divided by 6? I figured it out eventually because I knew the concept but I hadn't memorized the times tables yet. I drew little dots on my paper so I could stare at them. Guess and check is your friend! It was weird. Then, I looked around the room because everyone around me left. I was all alone. Everyone was sitting on the carpet, listening to the teacher.
So I thought I wasn't going to go, but my mom didn't let me, and she didn't tell me that she had gone to the office or something to say that until it was too late and I asked. She thought that since I was already younger than almost everyone, I would have even more trouble making friends around older people.
Anyway, it feels weird to me that if I had moved on, I would now be a senior, and would probably be going to UF the coming fall.
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